dear

听见了吗?
我不安的心脏。

not available anymore=)

yeah.
I am in a relationship now.
no more single life.
He is my dear friend's cousin.
well..
din announce before cuz i'm not really sure if there are something between us.
only after last few weeks,we are serious with each other,
yea.
my dear is a nice guy.
hopefully this relationship is different with my last one.
dear kelvin,welcome to my life.
i couldn't say how much i love you or miss you.
but,you really brighten my hard times.
you make me laugh always.
i felt comfortable.

hye ppl,
i'm goin to introduce more about my great boyfriend after i gather with him this 28 of month.
wish me luck.
&
pray for me.

dear,trust me. I can be your both eyes. =)


才发现你不在了。

才发现
我已经不再写日记了。
才发现
我已经不再吃那些饼干了。
才发现
我不再以赖我们的回忆哄我入睡了。
才发现
你一天比一天更模糊了。
才发现,
我不该等你了。
才发现
身边更多爱我的人。
才发现,
这样的我好多了。

黄瑞荣,
我过得很好呀。
没有难过啊。
没有眼泪了。
满脑子想念的人也不再是你了。
呼呼~
放开你,放开自己。
从今以后,
我不再期待1045pm了。
祝你幸福快乐!=)

我不在乎。

重温那夜,
并不是什么浪漫的夜晚。
只是一个让我难以忘怀的夜晚。
努力告诉自己没事的。
终于,
我承认了我很难过。
你给的答案,
不是我想要的.
你说,
是否你的过于关心让我误解了。
我默认。
或许我不该太过天真。

不过,
我没事的。
你,
不算什么。
路过的过客。
不小心留下痕迹罢了。
我不会太在乎。

反正爱情不是我人生的一切。
路过的你,
我们依然是最好的朋友。



random.

hard feeling.
don't like to be so emo.
but..
what to do...
something start to blow my mind.
dunno how to explain all these feeling.
tough!
aarrrrrgggggg!
I'm going crazy...
two better than one?
yeah..


i love both of you


how to tell everything in short,simple,and clear?
I don't understand myself so bad.
I hate this feeling badly.

I am so sorry for my behavior.
making both of you hard to trust me anymore.
I don't want to say anything here,
just want to tell,
let the time be the judge.
It soon will prove my love to both of you.

give me one more chance,
I love u guys.
deep down my heart,
i never want to lose any of you.

shinyun and ebe.
i love you~
please forgive me.

I dont want to lose you.

sleepless.
It's 6am something.
feeling' like I just lost a friend
Hope you know it's not easy,easy for me..


I think I was too hurry.
forced the matter getting even worse.
Hope it still can be cope.
I don't want to lose a friend as you.
I have no idea why did I confessed everything to you.
it's too ridiculous!
well,I never thought to fall in love with you.
things happened too fast,
I tried hard to blow away this feeling.
I even looked for any guys that could make me forget this feeling.
I found them.
tell you how much I love them,I care for them.
of course, you were happy for me.
yet,it wasn't for me.

sighed
I don't know.
I don't know.

maybe you are seeing these.

I hope I can turn back and never let you know about my feeling.
I hope we can still be liked usual.
you are really a good friend.
A friend that I dear so much.
I don't want to lose you.

I'm sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry..sorry.